Don't Need Your Respect.
I'm a bit tired, but I can't get back into bed. I had to take my sister to work this morning. I'm getting used to driving alone, but it was my first time driving in the rain. Wasn't too shabby except I don't like driving while I'm sleepy. I got home and my head hit the pillow. I had a bad dream, but I can't really remember what it was about. I hate when that happens dammit.
I'm hoping today's eventful. I've been wanting to go out or just hang out with friends lately. I had 2 panic attacks that kept me in during the week. Wasn't too happy about that, but I think anytime I face a change in my life..it makes me uneasy. Might be happening because I'm dead serious on making this cop thing happen. I'll continue moving forward on being a cop, no matter the anxiety it brings. I haven't told my family about it just yet. I'm debating it because I'm sure they'll say something along the lines of "You're crazy!" or "You can't do that Mijo..you're too short." or maybe more discouraging than that. I don't want to hear anything negative.
I hate being this restless. I've got to do something whether it be take pictures, sell shit on eBay, or just get out and run around the block a few times.
I'm hoping today's eventful. I've been wanting to go out or just hang out with friends lately. I had 2 panic attacks that kept me in during the week. Wasn't too happy about that, but I think anytime I face a change in my life..it makes me uneasy. Might be happening because I'm dead serious on making this cop thing happen. I'll continue moving forward on being a cop, no matter the anxiety it brings. I haven't told my family about it just yet. I'm debating it because I'm sure they'll say something along the lines of "You're crazy!" or "You can't do that Mijo..you're too short." or maybe more discouraging than that. I don't want to hear anything negative.
I hate being this restless. I've got to do something whether it be take pictures, sell shit on eBay, or just get out and run around the block a few times.