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okay so this is going to be a random entry but jackie's entry got me thinking about my dad. about a month ago he wrote me and my brother a letter the only thing i could do the whole way through was cry. i shouldnt have let him do that to me he doesnt deserve it but i did.
i havent seen im hmm probably since i was 5 so about 15 years and he has the nerve to write us a letter asking to accept an apology i guess that is what he was trying to say.
i still havent written him back and i dont know if i will but seriously what would i say....i really wouldnt know where to begin.
i had asked my brother if he had read it and he said yes like it didnt even affect him at all. that kind of makes me mad, i dont know why it just does.
but for now that is all i have to say dont know why i said it just felt like i had to get some of it out.
i havent seen im hmm probably since i was 5 so about 15 years and he has the nerve to write us a letter asking to accept an apology i guess that is what he was trying to say.
i still havent written him back and i dont know if i will but seriously what would i say....i really wouldnt know where to begin.
i had asked my brother if he had read it and he said yes like it didnt even affect him at all. that kind of makes me mad, i dont know why it just does.
but for now that is all i have to say dont know why i said it just felt like i had to get some of it out.