Feb 28, 2008 18:55
You dont need to apologize about the whole me thing im sorry too i fucked everything up bad and i cant believe i lost you for someone that just hurt me like everyother time....it wasnt different it never will be with me and him. I am sorry though too and i dont know who your talking about...which sucks i feel like i dont even know you anymore..you changed and now worship smoking pot and partying... :/ dont stress over me...In all honesty, I'm not worth that at all.
Im completely a nobody..and arent worth you stressing over...everyone deserves better than me.
And I'm sick of ppl that talk to me in a few hours then say "I love you , I missed you," blah blah blah and etc. Thats completely artificial and fabricated and i can see right through that now. SO please stop!!!
Cut my throat; as im sleeping.....
I dont want to wake up breathing.