hahaha what a trip
so i just backtracked and read my journal for the last 4 years.
its hard to look at yourself thru a mirror of time.
i gotta say, im a flake. jump here, jump right back, jump over here, over there, wife, no wife, girl no girl, wife again, wife not again. FUBAR.
im hoping the last 9 or 10 months living alone in my lil trailer here in georgetown has straightened me out. i still want to move to denver at some point, but ill do that when its affordable, available and not gonna cripple me in some way. until then its wood burning stoves and 40 miles runs to denver for me. i spent alot of time trying to "grow" in the last few years. maybe i did in some ways but ive also realized that growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell.
my soon to be official ex wife amanda is a good lady. i wish her and her new man Quinn much luck on their future endeavors.
D. really got the stick also. reading back i just cant believe the mind fuck i was to her.i hope your doing well.
all my friends and family put up with me, even if they never said it directly, they had to put up with alot of my shit.i love yall, but yall gonna put up with more shit from me. thats the way of the gun with friends
one thing ive learned from looking back over 4 years is that .....
nah fuck it, truth is i didnt learn anything, just remembered alot of stuff and saw shit thru a current day perspective.
its hard to look at yourself thru a mirror of time.
i gotta say, im a flake. jump here, jump right back, jump over here, over there, wife, no wife, girl no girl, wife again, wife not again. FUBAR.
im hoping the last 9 or 10 months living alone in my lil trailer here in georgetown has straightened me out. i still want to move to denver at some point, but ill do that when its affordable, available and not gonna cripple me in some way. until then its wood burning stoves and 40 miles runs to denver for me. i spent alot of time trying to "grow" in the last few years. maybe i did in some ways but ive also realized that growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell.
my soon to be official ex wife amanda is a good lady. i wish her and her new man Quinn much luck on their future endeavors.
D. really got the stick also. reading back i just cant believe the mind fuck i was to her.i hope your doing well.
all my friends and family put up with me, even if they never said it directly, they had to put up with alot of my shit.i love yall, but yall gonna put up with more shit from me. thats the way of the gun with friends
one thing ive learned from looking back over 4 years is that .....
nah fuck it, truth is i didnt learn anything, just remembered alot of stuff and saw shit thru a current day perspective.