Fuck it
Well thats that. Things have taken yet ANOTHER turn for the worse. Just as I began to think this year was going to by my year to shine and things to get back on track I get stabbed in the heart. My Aunt Audrey died yesterday after years of Alzheimers of a heart failure and left my family just a slight bit more torn. She was the most kind,giving person you could meet and she was given the fate of dying without even remembering her husbands name. What kind of fucked up God could do this to my family all the fucking time? We never raise our fists in anger, have always been as generous as we could afford, been caring and understanding to all those we come across and we get pissed on by life its self. Well fuck it. Not worth waking up for this bullshit.Wish this was all a dream and that I'd wake up tomorrow and my mom would be sitting on the edge of the bed cooing me to wake up and look at the thunderstorm outside. I wish I was 7 again instead of 10years of misery older.