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blergh. I have flu. Final math exam tomorrow, and I get fa-hookin flu. this blows hardcore and to top it off I wanted to go party tomorrow, not die in bed. I feel like such a waste of space at the moment. My life doesnt seem to be going anywhere, stuck in a shit job with shit pay and I know I have probably failed my maths before i even sit this exam because I can barely think straight.Maybe this just wasnt meant to be. I'm not saying things never go my way, but could someone please tell me which fucking way my life is sposed to be going?I have no idea. there was one point when writing in this thing was making me feel better, I could vent my issues and get a load nof my chest. Now it feels like I need this thing just to work out what I'm thinking, to make it readable in a day or two and figuring out if any of it made any sense. I feel lonely, used, a total and utter waste of space who anyone can just walk all over and laugh at how lax I am - but I'm too tired to change, too tired at the very beginning of my life. I guess this leaves nothing to the imagination, and nothing to look forward to.
Auf viedersehn pet x
Auf viedersehn pet x