Nov 22, 2006 02:02
This is a long overdue entry
After a conversation with a friend over a week ago, I've been looking through pictures and retracing events. I've met the most amazing people, hit my all time high and enjoyed every minute of it. But the moment shit happens everything goes down with it. I miss them, and I miss it. But sometimes its just not worth it anymore. It was fun while it lasted...
In my life I don't mean much to anyone, I've lost my way can't go back anymore. Once I had everything now it's gone. Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before. Some people say that I'm not worth it, I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect. Guess I'll give it a try I've got one last chance to get myself together. I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be. I've got one more chance to get myself together. The time has come for me to change again. I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me. Just give me the time and speace to heal my head. I don't wanna be misunderstood. I've got to take this chance and make it into something good
sorry for the partial info...
As for everything else....School is extremely stressful & work is not even worth my time...
ahh.. C'EST LA VIE