I hate money
I am working 33 hours a week... that is Phoenix full-time and it isnt enough.... My bills just keep adding up and I keep getting so far behind.
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My car's oil needs to be changed, belts need replaced, the engine flushed, new wipers, and a mother effin window.
All of these things keep piling up on me. Then I have Hadassah and Wes upset because I cant visit them. I CANT do it! I've tried cutting back on things and really I have nothing that I can cut. I'm already cutting out the care of my car.
I go to John Henry's for free and usually get one free drink from someone who works there so I dont spend too much. We've only been going out like once a week. That is my only outlet.
I dont like borrowing money because I dont know when I would be able to pay it back... and I HATE feeling in debt. Being financially independent is so hard. No one in my family has the means to help even if I did ask. I never talk to my dad, but I know he has recently been laid-off. My mom has never had enough money for herself let alone me. Growing up in a house with no heat in the winter and no food in the cupboards, using powder milk in cereal... I am NEVER going back to that I dont care.. I am spending $3 on milk!
I HATE MONEY!!!!!! RAWWWWWWWWWWRRRR!
I know Im preaching to the choir with most of you. Im sorry... and there are worse off than I. It just sucks!
Rent
Loans
EWEB
Comcast
Medical
Vet
Phone
Gas
Food
Insurance
Discover
My car's oil needs to be changed, belts need replaced, the engine flushed, new wipers, and a mother effin window.
All of these things keep piling up on me. Then I have Hadassah and Wes upset because I cant visit them. I CANT do it! I've tried cutting back on things and really I have nothing that I can cut. I'm already cutting out the care of my car.
I go to John Henry's for free and usually get one free drink from someone who works there so I dont spend too much. We've only been going out like once a week. That is my only outlet.
I dont like borrowing money because I dont know when I would be able to pay it back... and I HATE feeling in debt. Being financially independent is so hard. No one in my family has the means to help even if I did ask. I never talk to my dad, but I know he has recently been laid-off. My mom has never had enough money for herself let alone me. Growing up in a house with no heat in the winter and no food in the cupboards, using powder milk in cereal... I am NEVER going back to that I dont care.. I am spending $3 on milk!
I HATE MONEY!!!!!! RAWWWWWWWWWWRRRR!
I know Im preaching to the choir with most of you. Im sorry... and there are worse off than I. It just sucks!