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Why did I do Rocky again this semster? If I'd known what would happen I wouldn't have. After seeing her with another guy, it upset me, but after a couple of days I felt better. Now I see her again this weekend and I'm upset again. I don't want to stay away from her, but I do, and I have to unless I want to keep getting upset and attached. It'd just be so much easier if we weren't involved in the same club. I just don't understand why I can't get over her and be done with it. I mean I wasn't with her for that long, and we weren't officially together. I guess it's just really horrible that someone who once brightened my day and gave me something to look forward to has made me miserable. Bad thing is, earlier this week I swore I'd stop whining about things, and now look at this. I don't know, it's just that I don't meet girls I'm compatible with very often, if ever, and I just thought that maybe this time I could be happy with someone, and now I have to wait a very long time most likely before I meet someone else.