Mar 20, 2005 22:29
Well i just decided to start writin' in my LJ, i have an account at xanga as well, but a lot of things have been goin' wrong with it so whatever. Anyways, so yeah it is just spring break and i am lovin' not havin' to go out and do stuff!! It's been a good few days of relaxing and chillin'. Everyone left today for hawaii, and tomorrow (monday) i'm leavin' with Nick for L.A. and San Diego. Can't wait to get out there and friggin' chill on the beach and stuff. I think Nick will like my grandparents and aunt and uncle. My grandparents is where i get my sense of humour. My g-pa is friggin hilarious, he is the type of g-pa who knows all of the old jokes and he is totally reminiscent of the old times of when he was a teenager and always tells me stories that start out like, "well when i was your age........" haha gotta love him. My g-ma is prally the sweetest woman alive. Anytime i go down there she is always over feeding me and always trying to get me to try some weird ass drink in her huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge liquor cabinet. She had me try gin when i was like 14, and i swear i thought i was going to die.
So Nick and I are going to go to Disneyland and california adventure and do that whole thing one day, then the next day go to Universal Studios. Then drive down to San Diego and chill at my Aunt's house in Del Mar, San Diego. My aunt is the most generous person in the world its unbelievable and i love her to death. Nick and I are goin' to chill at laguna beach for a day as well, so it should be an awesome time down in Cali. Can't fuckin' WAIT!
Other than that, school is goin' by freakin' hella fast. My grades are strugglin' but i just have to get a C in every class so U of O can't reject me! I'm goin' there next year and i can't wait. Lacrosse season has started up and i feel like i'm improving more and more each time i pick up my stick. We are 2-0 and i've decided that i want to lead the team in assists. Somethin' about makin' my fellow team-mates become all american's by settin' them up with awesome feeds so they can score, makes me feel good. So i really want to help some of the guys on the team get the attention that they deserve more than anything. So far in two games i have 9 assists and 2 goals, so i'm on pace for havin' a good season. Coach Lamont set a goal for 50 assists this year for me, so i hopefully will not let him or myself down. I really feel like i'm gaining respect on the team and i hope i actually contribute to making us a winning team. We are looking very good this year and i can't wait to play in the really competitive games like LO, and West Linn, and OES. Can't wait....
My love life is suffering as much as usual... Anyone i try for, i always get rejected and shut down so i really find it hard to even try anymore. Sam has been on my mind for like the past month or two and things really just can't work between her and i. We both like eachother, yet anytime we say we are goin' to chill, it never happens. So i gotta give up on that and realize that shit is not goin' to work between her and i. She will always be in my heart as a good friend, and i'm happy with that. I have had other girls in mind as well and i have tried for them. I got rejected by one cuz she liked another guy at the time, and the other one, got back together with her ex. So i'm just shit out of luck. This sucks.........its sad.
Anyways, i'm goin' to update this more often so i hope to write soon after i get back from LA and San Diego. PEACE