Apr 07, 2003 15:50
. i give the band my 110%
. i love to sing but i've given that up to give others the fun
. i spend over $600 for costs on the demo (some which i'm still waiting for payments)
. just before the conspiracy theories were brought up, i downed another $300 on colour photocopying for cd covers, jewel cases, cd spindles, and shipping charges when mailing cds out to places.
. i spent most of my income tax return check ($650) on the band. yes once again i love the band that much.
. fuck i practically spend my paycheck on the band!
what i get in return is "yes pat, record the phone calls" and " tell them to email you instead of calling".
the reason why emails weren't forwarded is because the entire www.dot.tk domain was down thus rendering my forwarding attempts to band@hartsfieldrock.tk USELESS. yesterday, i forwarded them to hartsfield@canada.com instead after figuring this out. i can't believe this misunderstanding lead to theories that would question my honesty. oh well
things are resolved now, but i have a totally different perspective on the band now, and will no longer be able to give my 110% without the fear of getting hurt again. i dunno what to say.