im so tired...

[patkegofdoom]

yea.
all im gonna talk about here is how i love my girlfriend and sit on my lazy ass all day.
im tired.
i smell like coffee.
im sick of stuff.
im sick of people wanting to fuck lisa.
just give up.
its not gonna happen.
im sick of joe not answering my calls.
i dont wanna convince you to be back in the band.
i wanna be your friend.
watever.
i have enough friends.
thats not true.
i have 4 friends with enough care for me that i dont need anymore.
thanks anyway.
im sick of work.
im sick of having to suck peoples dicks to try and get good shows.
im sick of people not answering emails and getting venues and fufilling their ends.
im sick of being blamed for that.
im sick of ego-maniacs that aren't me.
and have nothing to be ego-maniacal about.
im sick of getting yelled at.
not by my mom.
and by my mom
im sick of living at home.
im sick of this week.
im sick of not seeing lisa.
im most likely sick of you.
im fuckin mad and sad and tired and sick of stuff.
frank rocco didn't answer his phone again.
he's dead.
you are all lucky i have a four day weekend in which i am seeing lisa all days, getting my tattoo, having a slumber party, getting laid, seeing jared, seeing ganthar, and doing just about anything else i feel like.
if you aren't lisa, jared, or ganthar, dont call me this fuckign weekend.

<3