random thoughts...

Oct 03, 2004 20:40

yea im bored all day today.
me and ganthar watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind.
i had new park pizza.
i was sad.
i was happy.
now i just miss lisa.
i hate school.
i want to move out so badly.
im getting my tattoo next week.
i was in loke.
now im in love.
car insurance is expensive.
i cant wait until tuesday.
i cant wait until friday.
i cant wait until saturday.
i cant wait until sunday.
i cant wait until may 21.
today should be over.
today i was needy.
i once dumped someone for acting like i did today.
uh oh.
the rescue was too far away.
i wish it was yesterday.
i wanna play a show.
ganthar fell off of and into things alot today.
we took funny pictures.
it cheered me up.
i wrote a song for the first time in a year.
my alarm clock went off at 8:45pm.
wierd.
i like myspace.
i am starting to dislike my computer.
i am in love.
she is in love.
no one and can it from us.
that makes me feel better than ever.
but im still an ego-maniac.
everything before biz was laughable.
which is laughable.
fucking biz was pointless.
everything in md was just funny.
breaking jessica's heart was the best thing ive ever done.
lisa is perfect.
she makes me perfect.
drinka drinka drink.
i miss jared.
i hate work.
but not as much as school.
or people.
ganthar was a gay carpenter today.
i cant wait till the hours of 2 and 4 am in which i will awake to wait to hear lisa's voice.
i miss it.
more than usual.
i am happier than ive ever been in my life.
but i am really dumb today.
im not happy that i am dumb today.
the end.
im not as depressed as this enrty would suggest.
i dunno why i did it like this.
im not sad.
im just drained.

<3
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