sorry
i kno wi hav ebeen a miserable bitching bastard lately bu ti need to be honest i feel great today :) ssomeheo everythings gonna be allright , i th9inki shoud do well this semester not as nervous as previoulsy registered for gre today jan 6 , i do have my ups and downs but they are contolled more by my freinds then me :) 4 once i cant wait to go home for holidays , mom dad good kim too busy to talk work ok im going to try for a raise with our chef leaving but ill get one in jan anyway and whenever chartwells comes in a bigger one. i heard from her the other day i wish we could skip this month of bullshot but would probably throw something awry oh welll maybe ill see her over winter break when the bunch of us go to foxwoods i cant wait to see renaldo i think i want it in small bills like 450 twentys by the time i see him will probably have won my bet on the pats as well all ios good
phantom dreams come to me by day restless nights by morning where to i dont know but i shalll be guided and we shall not fall purity of mind will acheive darkness of soul so let your thoughts wander but dont act on them till your sure