down the road
This was an interseting weekdend.
lauren and i were both sick, tired.
thursday night after i get out of work i go to my new apt which i am still adjusting to having roomates again as i have had my own place for almost 9 months now. anyway she calls and says she is coming up for the night this is cool with me she gets here and has a very high fever i do my best to take care of her water cold rag etc etc so we are lieing in bed and she stealls all the blankets because she is very cold because we ran out of oil so we have no heat normally i dont min dher taking blankets and thursday she knew she did and knew that she was hot on outside so she kept me warm even though she was freezing . friday i had to go to work earlier then she got up . i went worked a double we wnet grocery shopping got in an argument in the store because i couldnt explain why i was getting angry at something petty got back to my place interseting party and ill leave it at that lauren and i went to bed i passed out in about a minute because i was tired drunk stoned and had to be at work on my day off at 9. i thought i was working 9-2 as i said saturday is my one day off a week so ididnt really want to work but my bosses boss volunteered me and basically told me i was working and i was fine with that becasue it was only going to be 9-2 so i could go home get stuff done after but he told the manger on the campus i was working on not my normal campus he told that manager i was working 9-7 so on my day off i worked a double shift that ddint even happen in my dining hall.
the weird thing about this weekend was i truly realised why i could marry lauren in a heart beat she told me to go sleep with a chick because i havent in a very long time proof that we would have a very trusting relationship and we would probably have an open marriage sexually i know my heart belongs to her and i think i might be slowly winning over her heart and mind so girls can keep her body i love her and thats surprisingly enough for me, bu tmore then that we both took care of eachother because we really care thursday i watched over her but friday morning and saturday morning i woke up sounding like an old chevy bacfiring i was hacking up a lung but she stood there till she knew i was ok she wants me to go to a doctor and as much as it drives me nuts that she mothers me i know it is because she cares so much so i will get a new doctor and go not just to make her happy but that is probably one of the reasons i am breaking down and going. see i am one of these people who believe illness or showing pain are signs of weakness so i barely ever go to a doctor unless say my arm was chopped off and even then you might have to drag me there by the other arm while beating me with the one i chopped off.
anyway im off to home to sleep and get up for class and repeat this week
lauren and i were both sick, tired.
thursday night after i get out of work i go to my new apt which i am still adjusting to having roomates again as i have had my own place for almost 9 months now. anyway she calls and says she is coming up for the night this is cool with me she gets here and has a very high fever i do my best to take care of her water cold rag etc etc so we are lieing in bed and she stealls all the blankets because she is very cold because we ran out of oil so we have no heat normally i dont min dher taking blankets and thursday she knew she did and knew that she was hot on outside so she kept me warm even though she was freezing . friday i had to go to work earlier then she got up . i went worked a double we wnet grocery shopping got in an argument in the store because i couldnt explain why i was getting angry at something petty got back to my place interseting party and ill leave it at that lauren and i went to bed i passed out in about a minute because i was tired drunk stoned and had to be at work on my day off at 9. i thought i was working 9-2 as i said saturday is my one day off a week so ididnt really want to work but my bosses boss volunteered me and basically told me i was working and i was fine with that becasue it was only going to be 9-2 so i could go home get stuff done after but he told the manger on the campus i was working on not my normal campus he told that manager i was working 9-7 so on my day off i worked a double shift that ddint even happen in my dining hall.
the weird thing about this weekend was i truly realised why i could marry lauren in a heart beat she told me to go sleep with a chick because i havent in a very long time proof that we would have a very trusting relationship and we would probably have an open marriage sexually i know my heart belongs to her and i think i might be slowly winning over her heart and mind so girls can keep her body i love her and thats surprisingly enough for me, bu tmore then that we both took care of eachother because we really care thursday i watched over her but friday morning and saturday morning i woke up sounding like an old chevy bacfiring i was hacking up a lung but she stood there till she knew i was ok she wants me to go to a doctor and as much as it drives me nuts that she mothers me i know it is because she cares so much so i will get a new doctor and go not just to make her happy but that is probably one of the reasons i am breaking down and going. see i am one of these people who believe illness or showing pain are signs of weakness so i barely ever go to a doctor unless say my arm was chopped off and even then you might have to drag me there by the other arm while beating me with the one i chopped off.
anyway im off to home to sleep and get up for class and repeat this week