Bide My Time
So I found a great website that I might change to my homepage...findarticles.com is fantastic.
I suppose my life has calmed down for a mintue. I guess I shouldnt be surprised. It's almost the weekend and finals are starting. I'm not working because of finals and in turn have no money for the weekends...bah!
I figure I'll make my credit card payment and rack up some more debt. great...But after this 10 sac is gone im gonan detox and look for a job. Another one at best. I understand I might need the waitressing still for the immediate cash but I really need to be making more money than 40 dollars every 2 weeks. I mean...40 dollars bearly gets me thru half a week...with gas and food. I need at least 100 dollars a week to have enough gas and food to go to school, work and play. And I simply dont make that...I might make 60-80 dollars but then im jsut slowly putting 20 and 40 dollar incriments on my credit. and im then not making the money to pay it off in full. Sucks.
Mom might have a job for me at her office. But...I just need a month...I'm sure they drug test. I wouldnt mind a job at school. I'd do less traveling and be in my learning envirnoment for more time. Which i read in an article that it extra curiculars done in the actual school help boost self esteem.
I know exactly what I want right now. I just cant have it. Maybe if I dropped out of college and went to work at citibank like my cousin did and be making 15 bucks an hour with benefits and such I could move out. And start over. Yea i'd have a buncha debt but id be making enough to get it under control. But if I do that then i'll probably never finish college and I wont be able to become the person I want to be through science research.
O well...I guess I'll jsut wait and bide my time.
I suppose my life has calmed down for a mintue. I guess I shouldnt be surprised. It's almost the weekend and finals are starting. I'm not working because of finals and in turn have no money for the weekends...bah!
I figure I'll make my credit card payment and rack up some more debt. great...But after this 10 sac is gone im gonan detox and look for a job. Another one at best. I understand I might need the waitressing still for the immediate cash but I really need to be making more money than 40 dollars every 2 weeks. I mean...40 dollars bearly gets me thru half a week...with gas and food. I need at least 100 dollars a week to have enough gas and food to go to school, work and play. And I simply dont make that...I might make 60-80 dollars but then im jsut slowly putting 20 and 40 dollar incriments on my credit. and im then not making the money to pay it off in full. Sucks.
Mom might have a job for me at her office. But...I just need a month...I'm sure they drug test. I wouldnt mind a job at school. I'd do less traveling and be in my learning envirnoment for more time. Which i read in an article that it extra curiculars done in the actual school help boost self esteem.
I know exactly what I want right now. I just cant have it. Maybe if I dropped out of college and went to work at citibank like my cousin did and be making 15 bucks an hour with benefits and such I could move out. And start over. Yea i'd have a buncha debt but id be making enough to get it under control. But if I do that then i'll probably never finish college and I wont be able to become the person I want to be through science research.
O well...I guess I'll jsut wait and bide my time.