do you realize?
the tides of our ages wash over the pages we once wrote down so it would all make sense.
It's like the time a picture of you fell off my collage then the next week you were gone.
I think about you over and over again.
I thought this was over but it's not off the shelf.
Bring me some more of your poison because I like the way it feels.
Not for lack of trying, But I still remain.
Trapped in this form that leads me astray.
To pleasures of the flesh and unholy desires.
You either like what I have to say or you're fired.
Funny how short I can be.
But you know it's not the real me
behind the sleepy days and nervous laughter
is the little old me that you like to look after.
Like a spell cast by prophets long ago, things seem more than what they are yet completely whole.
Energy speeds up to the speed of touch then light until matter forms when it seems right.
The third entity is present, the two have become one.
Together reaching for their souls place on earth.
Strange behaviors fall next in line.
Fear takes over our rational side.
Things turn dark and most likely cold.
You notice that even standing next to the one you love you are alone.
To accept oneself as alone you are left with a desicion.
To either love or to not love yourself.
Just like the Fears handed down in mores
Loving yourself is deemed evil.
This is a lie.
Caused by a ripple in time when everything decided to be.
There's magic and there's mystery.
For us all to be we must not be and there in fact is where find things do not match up.
I suppose I can believe what I want.
At least my country tells me so.
But what if they didn't, would I still have the questions I do?
I have to believe so because I have evidence from the stars.
I wouldn't say I'm superstitous but I must admit.
Too many things have lined up this way
They all make too much sense.
I just hope the others are wrong.
If the Religions are right and there is final judgement
I suppose I better get a lawyer.
Though I feel I've done nothing wrong by my terms
Theirs is a law I might be breaking.
But what about the ones still searching and trying to find you!?
They are out there confused by all the ones in the way of the truth
That by loving themselves they love you too.
If god is in everything and everything is god then you should remember not to curse your tears next time you sob.
It's like the time a picture of you fell off my collage then the next week you were gone.
I think about you over and over again.
I thought this was over but it's not off the shelf.
Bring me some more of your poison because I like the way it feels.
Not for lack of trying, But I still remain.
Trapped in this form that leads me astray.
To pleasures of the flesh and unholy desires.
You either like what I have to say or you're fired.
Funny how short I can be.
But you know it's not the real me
behind the sleepy days and nervous laughter
is the little old me that you like to look after.
Like a spell cast by prophets long ago, things seem more than what they are yet completely whole.
Energy speeds up to the speed of touch then light until matter forms when it seems right.
The third entity is present, the two have become one.
Together reaching for their souls place on earth.
Strange behaviors fall next in line.
Fear takes over our rational side.
Things turn dark and most likely cold.
You notice that even standing next to the one you love you are alone.
To accept oneself as alone you are left with a desicion.
To either love or to not love yourself.
Just like the Fears handed down in mores
Loving yourself is deemed evil.
This is a lie.
Caused by a ripple in time when everything decided to be.
There's magic and there's mystery.
For us all to be we must not be and there in fact is where find things do not match up.
I suppose I can believe what I want.
At least my country tells me so.
But what if they didn't, would I still have the questions I do?
I have to believe so because I have evidence from the stars.
I wouldn't say I'm superstitous but I must admit.
Too many things have lined up this way
They all make too much sense.
I just hope the others are wrong.
If the Religions are right and there is final judgement
I suppose I better get a lawyer.
Though I feel I've done nothing wrong by my terms
Theirs is a law I might be breaking.
But what about the ones still searching and trying to find you!?
They are out there confused by all the ones in the way of the truth
That by loving themselves they love you too.
If god is in everything and everything is god then you should remember not to curse your tears next time you sob.