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jumping jehosiphats( sp?)..
i mean totally and completely wretched. no positive aspects in sight. well, yeah, last night was a bitch. i felt completely incompetent and stupid at work, and someone said some really rude things and i just wanted to cry. i didnt, but i really wanted to. i did get paid tho, so that was okay, but not really because then i felt like i didnt deserve it. the good thing about bad days is that you wake up and all is brand new.
i got my schedule, but there's no point in sharing cuz its all screwed up, but the point is it got me thinking about school and all of that and how im actually totally ready to return.
every year its the same deal.
" this year is going to be perfect. im going to write really neat and keep everything really organized, and im going to have cute clothes and get straight a pluses."
im not going to bother perpetuating the fantasy of perfection.
i have to go on a boat trip with my kids tommorow. why? i honestly couldnt tell you who thought that would be fun. we have to float down to annapolis and then back to baltimore. its laughable really. the point is its like 5 extra hours of work. bitches.
and if anyone knows how to spell jehosiphat, let me know. thanks.
i mean totally and completely wretched. no positive aspects in sight. well, yeah, last night was a bitch. i felt completely incompetent and stupid at work, and someone said some really rude things and i just wanted to cry. i didnt, but i really wanted to. i did get paid tho, so that was okay, but not really because then i felt like i didnt deserve it. the good thing about bad days is that you wake up and all is brand new.
i got my schedule, but there's no point in sharing cuz its all screwed up, but the point is it got me thinking about school and all of that and how im actually totally ready to return.
every year its the same deal.
" this year is going to be perfect. im going to write really neat and keep everything really organized, and im going to have cute clothes and get straight a pluses."
im not going to bother perpetuating the fantasy of perfection.
i have to go on a boat trip with my kids tommorow. why? i honestly couldnt tell you who thought that would be fun. we have to float down to annapolis and then back to baltimore. its laughable really. the point is its like 5 extra hours of work. bitches.
and if anyone knows how to spell jehosiphat, let me know. thanks.