i found this last july
Dear Everything;
Today i witnessed a cricifixion in pink and lavendar and gold. I've heard people say that beauty in in details, but i dont think they have ever seen you. There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky and incriminating blue stains on my shirt.
the shirt that you bought for me.
christ it hurts.
Like stars in my belly going supernova.
I feel like a zombie that refuses to live.
Hunting junkyards and cutting myself on scraps of you.
The other day i masturbated to pictures of you at your birthday party. They were the only ones i still had. It felt so wrong. Just like my life.
I hope i'm dead by the time you read this. I love you.
Today i witnessed a cricifixion in pink and lavendar and gold. I've heard people say that beauty in in details, but i dont think they have ever seen you. There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky and incriminating blue stains on my shirt.
the shirt that you bought for me.
christ it hurts.
Like stars in my belly going supernova.
I feel like a zombie that refuses to live.
Hunting junkyards and cutting myself on scraps of you.
The other day i masturbated to pictures of you at your birthday party. They were the only ones i still had. It felt so wrong. Just like my life.
I hope i'm dead by the time you read this. I love you.