549igb

[patiencex3]

i dont understand myself.
i am never happy.
nvr.
i want to be happy..
i feel unhappy and then later on, it gets worse and i am stuck wishing that i was as happy as i was before..when really, i was jst wishing i was happy at all..
my memories are empty..
i dnt get it.
this is why life is going by so fast because im not enjoying it.
ugh..