(no subject)
Many days have passed since I last found myself grateful. I assure you, many of the sentiments that came across at that time were truthful, though I must admit, I would have held my tongue on others. As a result, I belatedly give my apologies to those who believe they deserve them. You must understand the nature of such curses and how I may feel during them. My behavior, in many ways, was uncalled for.
That said: the apartment is emptier than usual these days. My brother Mikhail was found absent before, and I do worry about him going back without myself and Nena. It puts us in a complicated position here in the City, as the three of us are meant to be together. I worry about the condition in which he may return, especially in regards to how Nena returned. I would give details, but certain things are meant to be private. However, I must express my worries, and hope that those of you who care about Mikhail will support him if, and when, he returns. I would remove the "if," but I would rather not hold too high of hopes at the moment.
I see many people are experiencing losses of this type right now, and I hope you are all taking them as best you can.
[ private to nena // unhackable ]
Though I would have rather kept it a secret, I remember the attempts by Lockon Stratos and the others to poke into our information. At least this time, I feel some comfort into leaving it open. They now hold no weight over us.
I do hope Mikhail will return. Until then, we'll have to continue as we are. This City doesn't lend us many purposes, but we may be able to build upon one on our own. I would simply rather not do it without him.
That said: the apartment is emptier than usual these days. My brother Mikhail was found absent before, and I do worry about him going back without myself and Nena. It puts us in a complicated position here in the City, as the three of us are meant to be together. I worry about the condition in which he may return, especially in regards to how Nena returned. I would give details, but certain things are meant to be private. However, I must express my worries, and hope that those of you who care about Mikhail will support him if, and when, he returns. I would remove the "if," but I would rather not hold too high of hopes at the moment.
I see many people are experiencing losses of this type right now, and I hope you are all taking them as best you can.
[ private to nena // unhackable ]
Though I would have rather kept it a secret, I remember the attempts by Lockon Stratos and the others to poke into our information. At least this time, I feel some comfort into leaving it open. They now hold no weight over us.
I do hope Mikhail will return. Until then, we'll have to continue as we are. This City doesn't lend us many purposes, but we may be able to build upon one on our own. I would simply rather not do it without him.