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Well, I've moved into the dorms and while I should be happy and excited, I sit here, increasingly depressed. I went to the pool and dipped my legs in, then I frowned and thought, "what's the point?" I tried to play this game I had taken interest in recently, a game called "Second Life" but I just don't have any motivation to do so. Depression has hit me hard and I don't know why. Maybe I'll go outside and smell the air or something, meditate, play my recorder, but I'm often self-conscious about such things.