checked out.

May 24, 2006 22:47

I have been running on empty for alittle while and I only just noticed it today. for the last week and a half or so I have been waking up in the night for anywhere between thirty mins to an hour several times a night. I dont know if I have gotten 4 hours of sleep even if they were an interupted four hours in the last week. Im not tired really durring the day, I just go into autopilot mode. I have really stopped thinking so much during the day. I keep dreaming that Im at work. I started having daytime hallucinations about things sliding towards or away from me very subltly. I dont think I am actually dont anything anymore, I am just going through the motions. deep conversations I am having seem to be just what I would say. I cant keep eye contact. hell i cant keep my eyes focused. I dont know. i dont know. i dont know.idontknow.

four more months...
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