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The craziest thing about being in a military relationship is that you have no control over your future. What I mean is that when someone give you an order, you follow through, even if you hate them, you despise them, you don't want to do it, or if you can't do it. This idea bothers me more than I'd like to admit. I'm always in control, especially when it comes to my future. Sure if something seems uncertain or foggy I know that I have the option to do what I want with it and ultimately control my fate. But in the military? No way, you just have to sit tight and wait for orders.
I found our there's a chance he can go to Afghanistan
I found our there's a chance he can go to Afghanistan