fuckin people..
im at brandys. i feel like shit. my hair is crappy and i already washed my makeup off once. i have no good clothes and arghh.
last night we went to pnut. i think my feelings were just all in my head but im still thinking about it. john actually gave me a hug i was surprised. mr laubach jr. was there and so was levy. oh and cherry.
i feel bad and selfish for saying this but it just makes me so maddddd. my feelings are shit, i kno, but just bc she doesnt kno about them doesnt mean she has to act that way anyway. getting urself a name and finding out the hard way -- fuck what i say cuz it really dont make a difference.
hah im such a retard but thanks for putting up with it :) byee
last night we went to pnut. i think my feelings were just all in my head but im still thinking about it. john actually gave me a hug i was surprised. mr laubach jr. was there and so was levy. oh and cherry.
i feel bad and selfish for saying this but it just makes me so maddddd. my feelings are shit, i kno, but just bc she doesnt kno about them doesnt mean she has to act that way anyway. getting urself a name and finding out the hard way -- fuck what i say cuz it really dont make a difference.
hah im such a retard but thanks for putting up with it :) byee