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Fml. Im so sick and tired of being sick and tired and eating and throwing up and replacing food then eating it again. Cleaning up after my insane binges and purge splashes. No time to loose.
Exercise, running, running faster, exhausted, still running.. I don't think I can run much longer. Keep going. Average speed 11.8, with an average incline of 1.5. 11km. Burned calories for sure. Fuck the man, burn more calories, let him see a few bones, hope he notices the toned muscles. The alone, 3 hours, 4 hours then 5 . Spent eating and puking. So tired but still on a binge on the way to get more binge food. To purge. I'm so tired of doing this.