things don't have to be perfect to be perfect.
but here's the thing. things couldn't be better right now. like if there was ever a time to stop and think about how great life is. that would be now. i do have the greatest boyfriend in the world. and i'm afraid that sometimes i just don't give him enough credit. and all the second guessing and asking questions that i already know the answers too...its all because i'm scared of losing you. but i look at it like this, we've been together for this long, and there must be a reason for it, and for whatever reason i don't care. all i know is that this is the happiest i've ever been. and it's only going to get better. things don't have to be perfect to be perfect. and thats something i'm just now realizing, and hopefully its not too late. i don't know why it has taken me this long to realize that this is for real. i've felt it...but the insecurities have still been there. and i'm sure there will always be a few. but sometimes i just stop and think...and i am really lucky. we are really lucky. and this is going to work. and you've been telling me this from day one. its just so hard to believe that this...you...have happened to me. and this is why life is so great.
and school isn't so bad. i'm getting excited about doing what i do at school for a living. except for rendering. that class isn't my favorite, but i have to take it. so i just want to get it out of the way, and i'm going to try and do my best...my teacher isn't the greatest...and he makes the class harder than what it is...but i'll make it. i have too.
and thats about it.
i think about your face and how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste asking why
So I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go of this pride Until this echo in my mind Before this echo can subside
Do I expect to change The past I hold inside
With all the words I say Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape Is all there is left to find
loveyouforeverbaby.butyoualreadyknowthat.
and school isn't so bad. i'm getting excited about doing what i do at school for a living. except for rendering. that class isn't my favorite, but i have to take it. so i just want to get it out of the way, and i'm going to try and do my best...my teacher isn't the greatest...and he makes the class harder than what it is...but i'll make it. i have too.
and thats about it.
i think about your face and how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste asking why
So I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go of this pride Until this echo in my mind Before this echo can subside
Do I expect to change The past I hold inside
With all the words I say Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape Is all there is left to find
loveyouforeverbaby.butyoualreadyknowthat.