Feb 26, 2003 23:39
i didn't have school today...that was good. didn't have to wake up as early. i was still sore today, snowboarding has taken its toll. it was fun though because my little cousin was cute and he didn't give up...so that was good.
work was long...and that stupid lady who called in a complaint against me called...it was fun. i laugh at her because she is rude and ignorant.
i don't know why i let her get to me sometimes. i worry about things way before i even have too. its just the fact that i know she will never change. she will always think she is right, and i will always be wrong. what she wants will always come first because mother knows best. sometimes parents need to let their children grow up. make their own decisions, and decide what makes them happy. i have no idea why what she said tonight bothered me.(maybe it was the ring?)i just hope when it comes down to it ed and i are happy and we get to live our own lives without constant interference. it shouldn't matter...just as long as we are happy. and thats how i feel. hopefully he will see it from my point of view and understand. i really do love him with all of my everything and i hope he knows this. its not him, its just the things she says that scare me sometimes.
i'llspillmyheartforyouuntilthedayidie.