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I want to first off give a BIG THANKS to all my friends , all my buddiesa dne everyone who has helped me , has been helping me and still helps me. Every compliment given does go noticed and everything you guys say and/or write is deeply heart felt and makes me melt. It is great to know there are many people out there who care about me. People actually do care... that is awesome! I would name a few people, but there are so many great people in my life right now, that makes me so happy and. All you know you are! The e-mails I get from you guys, the replies, and mentions in your journals, the sweet conversations and your caring chraracter.
You people helped me so much! It is great and so I want to thank you.
Recent;y I have been on drugsa dn well, I shall now apoligize if I forget names or random things... but my toncils are literally KILLIN Gme with so much pain! So I need to take medicine.
Speaking of which. I was in terrible pain last night. I was in my house feeling alright physically but I couldn't swallow... and things just got worse. My throat seemed to get worse. Throughout the day I was speaking and feeling fine. But towards the night... ouvh.
Well before my touncilectomy I had really bad throat problems. [you can actually read about it, it's one of my "memories" in DeadJournal] That landed me in the hispital for 3 days and 2 nights. What happened was that my toncils got infected and swelled up so much that they were blocking passageway of air into my lungs... Well that finally convinced my mom that I should get them taken out// FINALLY!
Well so last time I had medicine for my toncils. I had 4 different pills to treat the toncils and one liquid for pain.
This pain releiver is Tylenol with Codeine. It is basically an extremelly astrong pain killer. It makes you hella dizzy and puts you to sleep.The most you can take is one spoonful every 4 hours.
Well last night the pills werent enough... so I asked my mom if I can get some regular tylenol... she yelled at me "no" so fast I almost got whiplash. Well I couldn't even swallow own saliva and so I take a small spoonful anyways when i get to my room. :(
Well since it's liquid it worked better and fast. I finally was able to eat.. I ate some small peices of chicken and lettuce chopped up and rice.
I felt bad though.. in my head. I was dizzy as all hell, I started spacing off. I felt like I was high. I was on a perkoset plus tylenol with CODEIENE http://my.webmd.com/content/drugs/4/4046_1554.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348}
I had to get up and take a shower. When i got up I almost fell... things were spinning around and got blurry and then came into focus then would spin. aLL THIS WHILE MY BODY IS JUST ALL RELAXED AND CALM.
So I feel like sleeping... being that codeine puts your ass to sleep, makes you tired, and dizzy.. and I have the effect of the perkoset as well....
So I was scurred and didnt want to take anymore medicine because well.. Tylenol alone can kill you.. so I thought... SHIT.. i fucked up! Perkosets , tylenol , and codeien.. shit~!
Sso I jumo in the shower hoping that will wake me up pr make things stop moving so i can walk striaght and stuff. I shower and feel a little better.
So I tried to stay awake. I called up meagan and christy. I talked to christy for a little while and I couldnt keep things striaght.
I decide I will NOT take my perkoset at 6 oclock and ima just sleep through it!!
Well I go to sleep belly up and throat elevated and with some Gatorade next to me. I dreamt of Daria. She was acting really immaturly in a mall and like I would happen to pass by her and she would look the other way or bump into people trying to get away. Well thats a weird dream.
I woke up from PAIN!!! MY THROAT HURT SO MUCH THAT MY EARS HURT.
Like MOTHER-FUCKING-COCKSUCKING-AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!
Throughtout thi whole entry I have only swallowed my saliva 3 times!
I woke up crying{w/o tears]. I ran to take a pill and I was whimpering in bed and I called my mommy to get the docters # and ask him if i can take anything... I couldnt reach her.. I called my pops.. but he was out. I then stumble into my moms ffice looking for the doc # and i find my mom!!
She yells at me sayign I should have taken my pill every 3 hours. My excuse was that If I take it every three hours. I wont have enough for the end of the week. But obviously I am in such pain that I have to hold my own head... so all i actually do say is "nao tehn...muinto pocu"
which translates to "theres none...too little..."
but my mom understood. My dad walks in the house while this is going on. He then tells me to just take the pills regularly , every 3 hours and such and that if it runs out and I'm still in pain that my mom will call the docter again.
Well so I sit in my bed and I am here in such pain... now my ears are still hurting. I am so tempted to take some tylenol with codeine and suffer whatever consequences I may have... but the pain is killing me now! I am bleeding from the cutts of where my toncils were.
I am feeling like total shit...
Then I read my e-mail and heather wrote me an e-mail. E-mails rock! And then I read the journal comments in my inbox and such and wow!
That was just a reminder that GOD IS AMAZING!! I may feel like complete shit physically bug emotionally I am great!!!
Jairo has been a really good friend, he picked up my good friendKelly from the bus station and brought her here. Kelly came from south Miami through buses and tri-rail in order to see me!
*MWAH* sHE LEFT HER HOUSE AT 10::00 AND GOT HER AROUND 12:00 , 12:20ISH AND i WAS SO HAPPY. i FEEL SO GREAT AND i WAS SO HAPPY THAT SOMEONE WOULD COME VISIT ME... go throgh all that just so see me... mwah!
i read nikki's deadjournal and I'm in there woo-hooo! I am surprised i know her name... because when it comes to on-line I will not know your name.. but ill remember your face. Oh yea my user info now has pics on it.. in both live and dead journals.
well I can taste my blood in my mouth, I cant swallow, and I feel dizzy and still like total shit... yet you guys.. MY FRIENDS REAADING THIS... make it all okay by how great all of you are!!! Love your comments and your e-mails!!!
*hug* to everyone.. yes even moe and the guy friends :)
You people helped me so much! It is great and so I want to thank you.
Recent;y I have been on drugsa dn well, I shall now apoligize if I forget names or random things... but my toncils are literally KILLIN Gme with so much pain! So I need to take medicine.
Speaking of which. I was in terrible pain last night. I was in my house feeling alright physically but I couldn't swallow... and things just got worse. My throat seemed to get worse. Throughout the day I was speaking and feeling fine. But towards the night... ouvh.
Well before my touncilectomy I had really bad throat problems. [you can actually read about it, it's one of my "memories" in DeadJournal] That landed me in the hispital for 3 days and 2 nights. What happened was that my toncils got infected and swelled up so much that they were blocking passageway of air into my lungs... Well that finally convinced my mom that I should get them taken out// FINALLY!
Well so last time I had medicine for my toncils. I had 4 different pills to treat the toncils and one liquid for pain.
This pain releiver is Tylenol with Codeine. It is basically an extremelly astrong pain killer. It makes you hella dizzy and puts you to sleep.The most you can take is one spoonful every 4 hours.
Well last night the pills werent enough... so I asked my mom if I can get some regular tylenol... she yelled at me "no" so fast I almost got whiplash. Well I couldn't even swallow own saliva and so I take a small spoonful anyways when i get to my room. :(
Well since it's liquid it worked better and fast. I finally was able to eat.. I ate some small peices of chicken and lettuce chopped up and rice.
I felt bad though.. in my head. I was dizzy as all hell, I started spacing off. I felt like I was high. I was on a perkoset plus tylenol with CODEIENE http://my.webmd.com/content/drugs/4/4046_1554.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348}
I had to get up and take a shower. When i got up I almost fell... things were spinning around and got blurry and then came into focus then would spin. aLL THIS WHILE MY BODY IS JUST ALL RELAXED AND CALM.
So I feel like sleeping... being that codeine puts your ass to sleep, makes you tired, and dizzy.. and I have the effect of the perkoset as well....
So I was scurred and didnt want to take anymore medicine because well.. Tylenol alone can kill you.. so I thought... SHIT.. i fucked up! Perkosets , tylenol , and codeien.. shit~!
Sso I jumo in the shower hoping that will wake me up pr make things stop moving so i can walk striaght and stuff. I shower and feel a little better.
So I tried to stay awake. I called up meagan and christy. I talked to christy for a little while and I couldnt keep things striaght.
I decide I will NOT take my perkoset at 6 oclock and ima just sleep through it!!
Well I go to sleep belly up and throat elevated and with some Gatorade next to me. I dreamt of Daria. She was acting really immaturly in a mall and like I would happen to pass by her and she would look the other way or bump into people trying to get away. Well thats a weird dream.
I woke up from PAIN!!! MY THROAT HURT SO MUCH THAT MY EARS HURT.
Like MOTHER-FUCKING-COCKSUCKING-AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!
Throughtout thi whole entry I have only swallowed my saliva 3 times!
I woke up crying{w/o tears]. I ran to take a pill and I was whimpering in bed and I called my mommy to get the docters # and ask him if i can take anything... I couldnt reach her.. I called my pops.. but he was out. I then stumble into my moms ffice looking for the doc # and i find my mom!!
She yells at me sayign I should have taken my pill every 3 hours. My excuse was that If I take it every three hours. I wont have enough for the end of the week. But obviously I am in such pain that I have to hold my own head... so all i actually do say is "nao tehn...muinto pocu"
which translates to "theres none...too little..."
but my mom understood. My dad walks in the house while this is going on. He then tells me to just take the pills regularly , every 3 hours and such and that if it runs out and I'm still in pain that my mom will call the docter again.
Well so I sit in my bed and I am here in such pain... now my ears are still hurting. I am so tempted to take some tylenol with codeine and suffer whatever consequences I may have... but the pain is killing me now! I am bleeding from the cutts of where my toncils were.
I am feeling like total shit...
Then I read my e-mail and heather wrote me an e-mail. E-mails rock! And then I read the journal comments in my inbox and such and wow!
That was just a reminder that GOD IS AMAZING!! I may feel like complete shit physically bug emotionally I am great!!!
Jairo has been a really good friend, he picked up my good friendKelly from the bus station and brought her here. Kelly came from south Miami through buses and tri-rail in order to see me!
*MWAH* sHE LEFT HER HOUSE AT 10::00 AND GOT HER AROUND 12:00 , 12:20ISH AND i WAS SO HAPPY. i FEEL SO GREAT AND i WAS SO HAPPY THAT SOMEONE WOULD COME VISIT ME... go throgh all that just so see me... mwah!
i read nikki's deadjournal and I'm in there woo-hooo! I am surprised i know her name... because when it comes to on-line I will not know your name.. but ill remember your face. Oh yea my user info now has pics on it.. in both live and dead journals.
well I can taste my blood in my mouth, I cant swallow, and I feel dizzy and still like total shit... yet you guys.. MY FRIENDS REAADING THIS... make it all okay by how great all of you are!!! Love your comments and your e-mails!!!
*hug* to everyone.. yes even moe and the guy friends :)