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I feel so guilty.
I feel bad... a little...
I feel like as if I am being a lil bitch!!!
Cuz the thing is, Ive wanted forever to do this one specific thing with my friend for since ive met her. And i finally have the chance to do it, but tunite is the last night possible... and its not gunna happen. So I'm bummed...
but I feel guilt for feeling bummed.
The reason is because,: hey i had awesome times and massive smiles and great laughs, lots of fun with an awesome friend and though i didnt get to do exactly what i wanted I still was happy and had good times with her
So now i feel like im acting so middle school feeling bummed that my plans two nights in a row got fucked up...
so then yea... thats about it, and most of my journals i am in a "heated" mood, which is why i write and as i come to a close i most always begin to feel better - and so i must write my essays (2), start script shit, get film together, do humanities work, do voice work, do acting work, and ahhh.. shits crazy! but in this moment i am content..
i feel content - :)
I feel bad... a little...
I feel like as if I am being a lil bitch!!!
Cuz the thing is, Ive wanted forever to do this one specific thing with my friend for since ive met her. And i finally have the chance to do it, but tunite is the last night possible... and its not gunna happen. So I'm bummed...
but I feel guilt for feeling bummed.
The reason is because,: hey i had awesome times and massive smiles and great laughs, lots of fun with an awesome friend and though i didnt get to do exactly what i wanted I still was happy and had good times with her
So now i feel like im acting so middle school feeling bummed that my plans two nights in a row got fucked up...
so then yea... thats about it, and most of my journals i am in a "heated" mood, which is why i write and as i come to a close i most always begin to feel better - and so i must write my essays (2), start script shit, get film together, do humanities work, do voice work, do acting work, and ahhh.. shits crazy! but in this moment i am content..
i feel content - :)