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i want a comfortable love......
"our love was
comfortable and
so broken in"
i cry... thats an amazing song... john has had like therapeutic effects on me!
to go from someon hating love... to someone who is at least willing... well ive come a long way.
still no girl though... 8 months and counting , and i still doubt that there will be anyone soon though... im still in the fucked up form ladt girl no trust state of mind and will remain like that for most of my life.. but at least im open the the "possibility" of something.. i just want to experience love returned... ive experienced being in love... but never being loved in returned...
and John makes it seem so amazing.. and i know that it is... i want to be happy- want someone to make me happy on so many levels... i sound like a girl.. but fuck it.. at least im honest with my feelings.... and ahhh music is amazing...
anyone here in orlando care to start a band?
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So yea it turns out that orlando will officially be sexier come this summer. With the addition of a down south hottie Melissa coming up and just recently to my attn the HOTTEST , MOST ATTRACTIVE, COOLEST AND JUST BEST ALL AROUND FEMALE I KNOW.... bethany... my lil sis , ha
she's comming up in august and that makes me really happy! she was like my only true friend in school down south...
her coming here reminds me of the Juliana Theory song called "August in Bethany" heh
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i think thats all for now.. uww no icooked for myself and david tunite... awesome food , i rule as a cook!!!!!!!
i surprised myself even!!
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laila.......... you rock!!! call me , now you have no excuse, lol.. sorry for the delay in the number.... but ya got it now.. so use it dammit!! :)
*hug*
GOD BLES everyone , i love you all
-Chilly
"our love was
comfortable and
so broken in"
i cry... thats an amazing song... john has had like therapeutic effects on me!
to go from someon hating love... to someone who is at least willing... well ive come a long way.
still no girl though... 8 months and counting , and i still doubt that there will be anyone soon though... im still in the fucked up form ladt girl no trust state of mind and will remain like that for most of my life.. but at least im open the the "possibility" of something.. i just want to experience love returned... ive experienced being in love... but never being loved in returned...
and John makes it seem so amazing.. and i know that it is... i want to be happy- want someone to make me happy on so many levels... i sound like a girl.. but fuck it.. at least im honest with my feelings.... and ahhh music is amazing...
anyone here in orlando care to start a band?
--------
So yea it turns out that orlando will officially be sexier come this summer. With the addition of a down south hottie Melissa coming up and just recently to my attn the HOTTEST , MOST ATTRACTIVE, COOLEST AND JUST BEST ALL AROUND FEMALE I KNOW.... bethany... my lil sis , ha
she's comming up in august and that makes me really happy! she was like my only true friend in school down south...
her coming here reminds me of the Juliana Theory song called "August in Bethany" heh
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i think thats all for now.. uww no icooked for myself and david tunite... awesome food , i rule as a cook!!!!!!!
i surprised myself even!!
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laila.......... you rock!!! call me , now you have no excuse, lol.. sorry for the delay in the number.... but ya got it now.. so use it dammit!! :)
*hug*
GOD BLES everyone , i love you all
-Chilly