Guarana'
So yup....I'M BACK!! Hopefully I'll stay now...
This post is a re-cap of how things have been and such...
The reaon i havent been writting is well personal.. but most of you can guess wat the reason is... :(
Well this is me letting my friends know about me because I have had a lot of requests to update and so I shall :)
I am also happy because I just got off the phone with an awesome cutie :)
so im good to type :)
I am also looking foward to reading and catching up on my other LJ friends... mwah
(Take on me, take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two) <-- lol I just jammed to that cover by Reel Big Fish
Well I am writting now because I am rather happy... damn girls and their fucking effect on me... grr!
But this one is a nice ffect. i got off the phone with this girl named jennifer from orlando. She is awesome, fun.. cute , has a slight southern accent and believes in GOD and Jesus.. and wow... I have so been looking for a girl like that.
Well she seems like a good friend and thats all until I can build trust... as its with any person now that I learned how people can be so evil and cruel and liars from my ex... but hey I guess in the long run its good I learned what I did... less of a chance of getting hurt form people.
Well lets re-cap my past week or weeks i have been gone.. shall we?
Ummm I had an unforgetable night with my friend Derek and Sabrina last Wednesday night in his studio/apartment thing. He lives in West Palm beach like 2 blocks away from clametis street. (a swinging club scene type place) I just simply had such a blast and a wonderful great time. Good everything. I was so happy and so comfortable... Smoked good weed from a bong and had lot o' fun... :)
Watched great cartoons and well we started a movie.. but didnt finish it... ahh good times!
----------------------------------------
Then the next day my awesome friend Heather drove down form Orlando with Kristin to pick me up and take me to her house.. and ahh!!!! I had a blast there too. Much fun was over there!!! I loved it! We had much fun. I can't wait to move to Orlando :) Heather is one awesome skankin' irish chick!!! OI! lol I SO OWN YOU!!!!!! hehe
-----------------------------------------
Then I got home from that trip and wow I fucking HATE SUNRISE , FL... I was so happy in west palm and especially Orlando and far away from Daria and such... I was in the car with Heather coming back to my house and ugh.. i felt a wave of depression come over me.. just thinking of Daria again... FUCK!!!
that girl so does not deserve it, i know she doesnt... i know it...
I'm getting better though... slowly.. slowly.... I trully am
hehe talking with Jennifer and other friends make me happy and make me smile and feel so much better as well :)
------------------------------------
I LOVE GOD!!!!
I have found myself praying more and more to GOD... asking him for help and thanking him as well.
I need to start attending church again... I want to.. I trully do, w/o guilt or being forced to.. I want to go.. I so love GOD!!!!
------------------------------------
I started reading Reefer Madness by Eric Scholsser.. the same guy who wrote Fast Food Nation .. (a really good book as well)
He has amazing insight and really good researched things.. I reccomend both Fast Food Nation and Reefer Madness to everyone!
---------
I have started reading more and more now.. and I feel more and more accomplished and better inside...
I still can't listen to certain songs without thinking of Daria and getting sad and depressed....
I still can't listen to Radiohead , Coldplay , Dashboard Confessional or SOCO's "Konstantine" without breaking down and crying and falling in deep depression again...
I feel pathetic... so pathetic :(
---------------------------------------
I started work with my father today...
Work from 6:30 till 5:30.. SUCKS!!! But in all honesty I actually "work" for a total of 4 hours at the most.. lol.. and I get paid 50 dollars. Most of the time is spent waiting in the truck while he's taking estimates , or appointments or picking up ,dropping off stuff. I played Poke'Mon alittle while , but got sick of it fast and yearned for a book to read. :)
------------------------------------
Well I totalled my car a while back and well my dad got pissed and such and being that insurance in my name in over 600 for my mustang he said he's going to sell it and buy me and old buick...
Well I talked to him and such.. and well I talked him to fixing it and giving it to me and so forth... uuww yea I'm in !!!
My car should be done by November with an estimated $4,000 in damages... :(
But the main thing out of this little side story is that I shall be getting my car before I move away!! Yipee
-------------------------------------
My parents told me to where they are planning on moving to... and I was surprised...
They aren't moving where I am moving to , nor where my sister goes to college. But hey they're thinking of moving none the less. So good bye south florida , for good~! Wont even be back down here on my vacations from College.. well its all a might
-----------------------------------
(Drop the top and let the sunshine in
With the woodgrain, let the twinkies spin
Get you a glass, mix the Coke and the Hen'
It's quite alright, with the 'dro in the wind,
with the 'dro in the wind) <-- yes yes, jammin to mah Trick Daddy :)
Let's see what else? ...
Oh I leave the 4th or 5th of September leave to Tallahassee to spend time with my sister and get away from this place and hopefully get better... and by that i mean become happy and get my mind off of things.
While I'm there I plan to read 2 or 3 full books which is a MAJOR task for me... I have acute A.D.D. so i shall devote time for that as well as writing the script for my movie. I already have the theme and story board of this film... but I shall devote research and a lot of time onm my script of this film. it will be amazing!!! And yes.. Daria inspired... but a good thing!! BELIEVE ME!!! I got excellent motivation. this is the "WALKING IN THE HOUSE FILM" for those who know what im talking about.. walrus :)
I also plan to party my ass off at those FSU parties and practice my guitar and write another song. So I know I shall be kept busy. Which will make me happy :)
------------------------------------
After this month of September I go to Cambridge, MA for a film program at HARVARD!!!ohhhh WAT , WAT !!!!!! lol
And here I shall make 3 extremelly short films... 2 3-min films and one 5-min.
I also get to check out Boston and such places. Boston Tea Party!!!! uuwww I wanna learn so much... and am so eager to learn!!!
for those of you who don't know... I LOVE HISTORY.. especially , AMERICAN history.. and even more especially the REVOLUTIONARY WAR AND ALL THE POLISTICS leading up to it during it and so forth
------------------------------------------
Then I think that ends Nov 5th and form there.. GOD knows where I'll go from there!!!
I highly doubt my father will move before Christmas and so I most likely will be coming down to Sunrise , FL for the month of November and December which gives me ample time to work and raise money for Things I will need to buy when I move... furniture , pots , pans , all that stuff... fun fun fun!!!
Uww I might be getting a dark grey kitty and flourecents , and see-through , neon fish!!! I am happy about that :)
----------------------------------
I've been catching myself that while I watch TV - i end up watching sci-fi , talk , or History channel :) I learn things in every channel I watch...
---------------------------------
This is for someone to feel special....
fly-ass skirt and the cheeks!!! oh fuck yea!!!
-------------------------------
for another special girl...
I eat my skittles....
In pairs...
Green and purple first...
Reason: Purple is my least favorite
I do like green .. but hey purple need a favorite and the other colors are similar and i dont wanna split up red , yellow , orange
Well then I spread out Orange , Red , and Yellow and see which two match the best by numbers....
then I eat those together
2 by 2
and then the last color i eat by itself...
-but sometimes i just take a handful and stuff it in my mouth and get a rush of fruitiness flavor in my mouth... and wash it down with soda... ohh yes! :)
------------------------------------
well it is 12:22am and I have work today with my daddy again... eh... but w/e
down here is my similarity thing so check it out :)
:)
-----------------------------------------------------
This is my compatibility thingy thast I FINALLY DID!! Got weird answers... I got 102% is that even possible???
Well the person out of this whole list that I have spent the most time with more than anyone is bethanasia.. and shes my last... eh...
My cali friend that I have talked to more than anyone is a 69 along with that cute new girl i began talking to...
weird.. well here it is
ladamaborracho
102%
soaster
102%
starstarstar
102%
slitmywristcore
98%
somariot
98%
iloveadidas
95%
marrymejoelgc
87%
walrus828
86%
kill_knat
84%
own_disaster
83%
amennema
80%
iheartdorx
76%
sheet
76%
xpussy_katx
72%
bubbly_toes
69%
fairytoadstool
69%
nchantdvampress
69%
po0kibinks
69%
starstarstar
69%
tranquil_dreams
69%
icedtown
65%
bethanasia
54%
How compatible with me are YOU?
This post is a re-cap of how things have been and such...
The reaon i havent been writting is well personal.. but most of you can guess wat the reason is... :(
Well this is me letting my friends know about me because I have had a lot of requests to update and so I shall :)
I am also happy because I just got off the phone with an awesome cutie :)
so im good to type :)
I am also looking foward to reading and catching up on my other LJ friends... mwah
(Take on me, take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two) <-- lol I just jammed to that cover by Reel Big Fish
Well I am writting now because I am rather happy... damn girls and their fucking effect on me... grr!
But this one is a nice ffect. i got off the phone with this girl named jennifer from orlando. She is awesome, fun.. cute , has a slight southern accent and believes in GOD and Jesus.. and wow... I have so been looking for a girl like that.
Well she seems like a good friend and thats all until I can build trust... as its with any person now that I learned how people can be so evil and cruel and liars from my ex... but hey I guess in the long run its good I learned what I did... less of a chance of getting hurt form people.
Well lets re-cap my past week or weeks i have been gone.. shall we?
Ummm I had an unforgetable night with my friend Derek and Sabrina last Wednesday night in his studio/apartment thing. He lives in West Palm beach like 2 blocks away from clametis street. (a swinging club scene type place) I just simply had such a blast and a wonderful great time. Good everything. I was so happy and so comfortable... Smoked good weed from a bong and had lot o' fun... :)
Watched great cartoons and well we started a movie.. but didnt finish it... ahh good times!
----------------------------------------
Then the next day my awesome friend Heather drove down form Orlando with Kristin to pick me up and take me to her house.. and ahh!!!! I had a blast there too. Much fun was over there!!! I loved it! We had much fun. I can't wait to move to Orlando :) Heather is one awesome skankin' irish chick!!! OI! lol I SO OWN YOU!!!!!! hehe
-----------------------------------------
Then I got home from that trip and wow I fucking HATE SUNRISE , FL... I was so happy in west palm and especially Orlando and far away from Daria and such... I was in the car with Heather coming back to my house and ugh.. i felt a wave of depression come over me.. just thinking of Daria again... FUCK!!!
that girl so does not deserve it, i know she doesnt... i know it...
I'm getting better though... slowly.. slowly.... I trully am
hehe talking with Jennifer and other friends make me happy and make me smile and feel so much better as well :)
------------------------------------
I LOVE GOD!!!!
I have found myself praying more and more to GOD... asking him for help and thanking him as well.
I need to start attending church again... I want to.. I trully do, w/o guilt or being forced to.. I want to go.. I so love GOD!!!!
------------------------------------
I started reading Reefer Madness by Eric Scholsser.. the same guy who wrote Fast Food Nation .. (a really good book as well)
He has amazing insight and really good researched things.. I reccomend both Fast Food Nation and Reefer Madness to everyone!
---------
I have started reading more and more now.. and I feel more and more accomplished and better inside...
I still can't listen to certain songs without thinking of Daria and getting sad and depressed....
I still can't listen to Radiohead , Coldplay , Dashboard Confessional or SOCO's "Konstantine" without breaking down and crying and falling in deep depression again...
I feel pathetic... so pathetic :(
---------------------------------------
I started work with my father today...
Work from 6:30 till 5:30.. SUCKS!!! But in all honesty I actually "work" for a total of 4 hours at the most.. lol.. and I get paid 50 dollars. Most of the time is spent waiting in the truck while he's taking estimates , or appointments or picking up ,dropping off stuff. I played Poke'Mon alittle while , but got sick of it fast and yearned for a book to read. :)
------------------------------------
Well I totalled my car a while back and well my dad got pissed and such and being that insurance in my name in over 600 for my mustang he said he's going to sell it and buy me and old buick...
Well I talked to him and such.. and well I talked him to fixing it and giving it to me and so forth... uuww yea I'm in !!!
My car should be done by November with an estimated $4,000 in damages... :(
But the main thing out of this little side story is that I shall be getting my car before I move away!! Yipee
-------------------------------------
My parents told me to where they are planning on moving to... and I was surprised...
They aren't moving where I am moving to , nor where my sister goes to college. But hey they're thinking of moving none the less. So good bye south florida , for good~! Wont even be back down here on my vacations from College.. well its all a might
-----------------------------------
(Drop the top and let the sunshine in
With the woodgrain, let the twinkies spin
Get you a glass, mix the Coke and the Hen'
It's quite alright, with the 'dro in the wind,
with the 'dro in the wind) <-- yes yes, jammin to mah Trick Daddy :)
Let's see what else? ...
Oh I leave the 4th or 5th of September leave to Tallahassee to spend time with my sister and get away from this place and hopefully get better... and by that i mean become happy and get my mind off of things.
While I'm there I plan to read 2 or 3 full books which is a MAJOR task for me... I have acute A.D.D. so i shall devote time for that as well as writing the script for my movie. I already have the theme and story board of this film... but I shall devote research and a lot of time onm my script of this film. it will be amazing!!! And yes.. Daria inspired... but a good thing!! BELIEVE ME!!! I got excellent motivation. this is the "WALKING IN THE HOUSE FILM" for those who know what im talking about.. walrus :)
I also plan to party my ass off at those FSU parties and practice my guitar and write another song. So I know I shall be kept busy. Which will make me happy :)
------------------------------------
After this month of September I go to Cambridge, MA for a film program at HARVARD!!!ohhhh WAT , WAT !!!!!! lol
And here I shall make 3 extremelly short films... 2 3-min films and one 5-min.
I also get to check out Boston and such places. Boston Tea Party!!!! uuwww I wanna learn so much... and am so eager to learn!!!
for those of you who don't know... I LOVE HISTORY.. especially , AMERICAN history.. and even more especially the REVOLUTIONARY WAR AND ALL THE POLISTICS leading up to it during it and so forth
------------------------------------------
Then I think that ends Nov 5th and form there.. GOD knows where I'll go from there!!!
I highly doubt my father will move before Christmas and so I most likely will be coming down to Sunrise , FL for the month of November and December which gives me ample time to work and raise money for Things I will need to buy when I move... furniture , pots , pans , all that stuff... fun fun fun!!!
Uww I might be getting a dark grey kitty and flourecents , and see-through , neon fish!!! I am happy about that :)
----------------------------------
I've been catching myself that while I watch TV - i end up watching sci-fi , talk , or History channel :) I learn things in every channel I watch...
---------------------------------
This is for someone to feel special....
fly-ass skirt and the cheeks!!! oh fuck yea!!!
-------------------------------
for another special girl...
I eat my skittles....
In pairs...
Green and purple first...
Reason: Purple is my least favorite
I do like green .. but hey purple need a favorite and the other colors are similar and i dont wanna split up red , yellow , orange
Well then I spread out Orange , Red , and Yellow and see which two match the best by numbers....
then I eat those together
2 by 2
and then the last color i eat by itself...
-but sometimes i just take a handful and stuff it in my mouth and get a rush of fruitiness flavor in my mouth... and wash it down with soda... ohh yes! :)
------------------------------------
well it is 12:22am and I have work today with my daddy again... eh... but w/e
down here is my similarity thing so check it out :)
:)
-----------------------------------------------------
This is my compatibility thingy thast I FINALLY DID!! Got weird answers... I got 102% is that even possible???
Well the person out of this whole list that I have spent the most time with more than anyone is bethanasia.. and shes my last... eh...
My cali friend that I have talked to more than anyone is a 69 along with that cute new girl i began talking to...
weird.. well here it is
ladamaborracho
102%
soaster
102%
starstarstar
102%
slitmywristcore
98%
somariot
98%
iloveadidas
95%
marrymejoelgc
87%
walrus828
86%
kill_knat
84%
own_disaster
83%
amennema
80%
iheartdorx
76%
sheet
76%
xpussy_katx
72%
bubbly_toes
69%
fairytoadstool
69%
nchantdvampress
69%
po0kibinks
69%
starstarstar
69%
tranquil_dreams
69%
icedtown
65%
bethanasia
54%
How compatible with me are YOU?