I'm taken, I'm yours, I've been doing circles.
Welllllll. Ryan and I broke up for a grand total of 20 hours! we're back together for the time being, but it doesnt look great.
Me: "Do you really think we'll end up together?"
Him: "Yes. I'd like to."
Me: "Oh."
Him: "Don't you?"
Me: "No. I don't think I'm right for you."
Thats the basics. It's me. Not him. So yeah. I just dont like being happy i guess. Hahaha. Like he's great. He's nice, adorable, innocent. But that's just it, isn't it. I need a challenge. I always do.
Fuck man. My mom says its cause i'm afriad of losing him. Like I lost my dad, like the fucked me up mentally for life. Personally, i think it's cause I need more excitment.
On the up side, I'm going to be in wisconsin in two weeks. Fuck yesssss! Nana!
Me: "Do you really think we'll end up together?"
Him: "Yes. I'd like to."
Me: "Oh."
Him: "Don't you?"
Me: "No. I don't think I'm right for you."
Thats the basics. It's me. Not him. So yeah. I just dont like being happy i guess. Hahaha. Like he's great. He's nice, adorable, innocent. But that's just it, isn't it. I need a challenge. I always do.
Fuck man. My mom says its cause i'm afriad of losing him. Like I lost my dad, like the fucked me up mentally for life. Personally, i think it's cause I need more excitment.
On the up side, I'm going to be in wisconsin in two weeks. Fuck yesssss! Nana!