Hi, everyone!

this is a super long shot but I'm trying to find a fic I read easily a decade ago.

It was a multi-parter and from what I remember it was fairly long. It was Joncer and I'm pretty sure that it involved Jon and Brendon being like?? drug dealer buddies?? They meet Spencer and Ryan, and I think that maybe Ryan had experienced some trauma ( Read more... )

Hii I'm looking for a pic that had Ryan/brendon as the main pairing and Ryan was really rich and had a famous dad but his dad was never really around. Ryan was really into drugs and started dating Brendon but I think the drugs drove him away. Ryan referred to himself as "the man on the moon" and it started out something like "picture the night sky ( Read more... )

This is a longshot but maybe someone can help me out. I'm looking for a fic from years ago (I think around 2009). I can't for the life of me remember the title or many details but here's a shot in the dark:

• It was a Ryan/Brendon and Jon/Spencer pairings but might also have had a touch of GSF (maybe also other bands, not sure); everyone was in their ( Read more... )

Does anyone remember a fic where ryan is dying because he got infected with AIDS when he was sharing a needle with other druggies or something? All i can recall from the fic is that him and brendon were lovers when they were in high school but ryan had to move away, and they didnt keep in contact with each other. and then i believe years later ( Read more... )

so this popped into my head and seems funny ( Read more... )

there was this fic I read a long time ago, and for the life of me I can't find it. It was an old panic one, and they were in a mental asylum. there was a big music room, full of instruments and with a secret tunnel. There was a distinct feeling of hopelessness conveyed from it, I remember that much. Also, I think it was a ryden with joncer ( Read more... )

Ok so I have Five requests tonight;
1) Good pg-15's or pg-13's; Any and all of your favorite fics that have a good plot without the sex part.
2) Superpowers AU; See, I'm in the middle of writing this story and it's a superpowers AU and so I'd like to read some similar fics to get some idea of the flow and such. So any Superpowers fics would be  ( Read more... )

I read this fic, and I'm pretty sure the title was "Love Hits" but I could be totally wrong.

It was a Ryden, and Brendon met up with Ryan and they were gonna get high. Ryan dropped some of their weed(?) and suggested they do love hits, transferring the smoke from one's mouth to the other, and they go on like that.

...Halp?

i'm looking for a ryden fic me and my friend were talking about

they're smoking weed and ryan or brendon only has a little left so they start shotgunning and they talk about each other's home lives and eventually they make out

that's all i remember and i can't find it anywhere :-( pls help

Does anyone have any fics (of any pairing) wh ( Read more... )