Longshot but....

[insummerskies]

This is a longshot but maybe someone can help me out. I'm looking for a fic from years ago (I think around 2009). I can't for the life of me remember the title or many details but here's a shot in the dark:

• It was a Ryan/Brendon and Jon/Spencer pairings but might also have had a touch of GSF (maybe also other bands, not sure); everyone was in their twenties I think
• It was heavily focused around drugs and alcohol (I distincly remember cocaine, but there was likely others) and I think at one point they had drug dealers or the mafia after them and Ryan was a user.
• It was some sort of AU that I think took place in Las Vegas and I think Brendon and Ryan lived in a house together but not certain
• Some characters were murdered or OD'ed
• This was by no means a happy fic, it was very dramatic and suspenseful with all sorts of dark and angsty and bad things happening
• It was a really long fic with like 40 parts to it or something
• It was by a really good author and it was well written

Sorry these details are all so vague, this was one of the first fics I ever read on slashatthedisco and I thought it would be nice to revisit it! It could even be deleted by now, who knows. Thanks to anyone who can help!