a few requests

[halfandhalfs]

1. i'm looking for a oneshot i read a while back, i thought i found it on slashxmistress' delicious but i can't seem to find it now... it was ryan/spencer, had some d/s themes and had some orgasm control in it. if i remember right spencer had ryan bent over the couch and was fingering him (and/or spanking?) and i remember spencer telling him to wait even after spencer had already jacked himself off and came on him or something. not 100% cause its been a while

2. i'm looking for any fics (preferably oneshots) that include early sexual experiences, any pairing. secret masturbation at sleepovers or them teaching each other/trying new things, etc etc. but preferably not actually losing their virginity, but thats okay too. i'd be seriously grateful!

thanks :) :)