Help!
Okay, so I read this fic ages ago, and the title was 'just a white blood cell' or something along those lines (that line from kalideoscope eyes) and Brendon murdered Spencer, and it was really quite brutal! At the end there's something about him pulling out his backbon bit by bit and carving 'Ryan and Brendon' into his back. At the beginning he pulls his eyes out with a spoon and forces him to eat them, then puts his ears/fingers in his eye sockets. It's because Spencer had sex with Ryan and Brendon killed Ryan too! Ryan says a line of Shakespeare or something before he dies, instead of saying 'I love you' like brendon wants him to.
thanks in advance, I really hope to find this!
thanks in advance, I really hope to find this!