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Hi I'm looking for a story that I'm pretty sure had the pairing Brendon/spencer. However I don't think it was the main paring. Brendon and spencer were out at a bar and brendon got raped in some guys car and spencer saw but thought brendon was cheating and broke up with him. Brendon later tries to explain what happened but no one wants to listen to he tries to kill himself. He left a note saying something along the lines of "it's not cheating if it's rape"? Any help would be appreciated :) thanks!

Ps I'm posting this from my phone so sorry if the tagging gets messed up :/