Fic I Read A Long Time Ago
Hi guys. This is my first time ever posting here, I just created an lj account, I forgot the password to my old account, and I can't even remember what email address I used for it.
Anyway that's not the point. I've been searching for months for a fic I read, probably five years ago now. I cannot remember what website it was on, and I don't remember many specifics, but what I do remember is that it was a Ryden.
Ryan was drinking(I'm pretty sure) and he went to Brendon's apartment and they ended up fucking.
Then Ry freaked out and I want to say he got into a fight with Bren(I think) and eneded up with a black eye.
Ryan went to a park(?) and ended up calling Brent(Maybe Spencer, but I'm pretty sure it was Brent) to pick him up. Brent took him to the hospital because he was limping and had a black eye. Ryan insisted that he walked into a tree and fell onto his ass.
Then Ryan got interrogated by the doctor, asking if he was getting beat up by his boyfriend.
I think Bren may have been in love with Ry, and Ryan kept telling everyone he wasn't gay.
Eventually something happened with some journals or something that Ryan had kept when he was younger, and he realized that he was really gay, he just kept telling himself he was, because of what his father did and or said to him when he was younger.
That's really all I can remember, and I may have details mixed up from other stories, or have written something entirely new. I don't know.
Any help is greatly appreciated.
Also if anyone knows of any good Brencer or Joncer or Brallon stories, I don't care what they are about, could you send me a link? Thanks so much.
xx
Found It, Thank You.