I'm looking for Drawing Lines to Cross Them by
bearinglungs. It's a Utopia au and the summary is as follows:
Brendon's not happy with the world he lives in -- where the people are brainwashed and the days are all the same. But when a rare new kid appears from nowhere, Brendon's head is thrown into a spiral and he's forced to admit that the faults of the society are actually what keep it strong.
It'd be awesome if you could email it to me at liquid.mind@yahoo.com.