ONCE AGAIN...
Ok so I've searched for this already but I I really can't find it
So
It's Jon/Ryan
Ryan sometimes get lost in his own head but eventually comes out after a few hours not really knowing time has lapsed so he could be somewhere else without knowing
He gets close to Jon and one day after a venue Jon gets lost back stage and I think so roadies help him out when he gets back to the bus ryan so scared of losing him went back into his own head for days and everyone was super worried he wouldn't come back
Finally he did and told Jon why he had gone. Into his head and they fall in love and stuff
If it helps I found it while on someone's delicious but idk who
I would really love to read this story again so if anyone knows help a fellow slasher out
Thank you and have a nice day