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Hey! I'm looking for a super old Ryan/Brendon fic, if you guys can find it I will love you forever. It was Ryan first person POV relatively short oneshot and I'm pretty sure it had a sad ending. There were a lot of references to the Bell Jar throughout the fic. I just remember this line where he says something about being like Esther Greenwood after losing her virginity and bleeding afterwards. I can't really remember anything else, so I doubt anyone can find it, but if you know what I'm talking about any help would be much appreciated. Thanks! :)