Randomepiphany fic "Real"

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I've tried endlessly to find it, and I apologise if this has been asked for/there's a tag/I'm doing this wrong but I've been out of the LJ loop for such a long time. Could anybody send me it or maybe help? It's one of my absolute favourtie fics and I really miss reading it.
Thank you so much for any help. Love you forever :)

Ohh also a request for anything with a similar storyline/plot to "If Music Be The Food Of Love". Brendon/Spencer high school era/just starting the band?
Thank you again!