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i'm looking for a Ryan/Brendon fic that i read a while back. i thought i'd saved it but i was wrong. i'll try to describe as much as i recall and hope that someone can help me.
Brendon is with a girl (i think Audrey?) but he has feelings for Ryan. I remember a part in the story where he's thinking about why he's with Audrey when he's in love with Ryan and thinks about how Ryan has worked to be where he is and how Audrey made a name by being a scene queen/model? i'm pretty sure it's early in panic! history. i'm not sure if Ryan is actually with anyone but i'm sure that it ends as Ryan/Brendon. i'm not sure i can describe more because that part was the one the really stuck with me and i'm not even sure if it's actually a story or a combination of stories...
i hope someone can help me
thanks
i'm looking for a Ryan/Brendon fic that i read a while back. i thought i'd saved it but i was wrong. i'll try to describe as much as i recall and hope that someone can help me.
Brendon is with a girl (i think Audrey?) but he has feelings for Ryan. I remember a part in the story where he's thinking about why he's with Audrey when he's in love with Ryan and thinks about how Ryan has worked to be where he is and how Audrey made a name by being a scene queen/model? i'm pretty sure it's early in panic! history. i'm not sure if Ryan is actually with anyone but i'm sure that it ends as Ryan/Brendon. i'm not sure i can describe more because that part was the one the really stuck with me and i'm not even sure if it's actually a story or a combination of stories...
i hope someone can help me
thanks