Mar 27, 2009 00:55
The wind it feels like hope caught up with sea spray and rain.
Despite the excitement of the Grand Prix season I have bad news. My dad had a heart attack on Wednesday, it's not serious, but still, he also has stress related (big shock there) arrhythmia. So he's in the hospital, possibly until Monday, hopefully until Saturday. But, he might need either a bypass operation or a pacemaker.
The worst thing is I know he's going to be fine, it's trying to stop the rest of my family giving themselves heart attacks out of worry. They keep going "I'm so sorry." And all I can think is how much I want them to shut up because I know he'll be fine, it's you idiots I'm worried about.
Mostly I just feel like I have to hold it all together, at least until dad gets out of hospital and can tell them he's fine himself.
I'm going to put a tenner on Button to win the GP because really, if he doesn't who cares? If he does, hey a bonus! So there, explanation of why I am not here at the moment. I might be around after free practice to flail a bit, I might just lazy around and read. Idk.
Eyes open; watch the world for change
racespaz,
money!,
epic emo,
woe,
family,
rl,
happymaking,
f1,
wank