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I love Erica. I love Renee. I love Nicole. I love Priss and JIll. I love Nathan and Megan. I love Hime-sama, even though she has not deigned to put in an appearance as of yet. But she will. I am working very diligently toward that goal.
I love my siblings - Corey, Christian, Gabriel, Emma. I love my parents, all of them, even if they mostly do nothing else but piss me off and make me sad. But sometimes they make me laugh. And I guess that's good enough for me.
I'm starting to think that everyone else should just go to fucking hell and get a nice sunburn. I've survived this long without you, I think I can handle the rest of my life. I'm fated to be a spinster crone living alone with my ten million cats and dogs, but I'll be rich because of the royalties that I receive off my books.
I might as well just go and declare myself a born again virgin. I'm not good enough to be the first, I am always second best. I knew this with Corey, even though he tried to make it look different with his "I love yous" and "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me". Bull shit, Cor, I know better. I'm second to the ex, second to the snake, second to the boys, second to life, not even worth MENTIONING for Chrissake.
Go ahead, search all you want. Steal my soul from me and rename it your own. I don't want to sound universally selfish, but....THAT IS WHO I AM. YOU CAN'T HAVE IT. Put the book down. Don't bother. I for one will never accept you into my circle, at least not right now. I know that goes against everything that I've learned and everything that I stand for and believe in, but I feel like this right now. You can't be my brother, my fellow pagan. Go fuck yourself.
I wish I was a lesbian. I think there was a song with that title. Because the grass always looks greener on the other side, even when you don't like the taste of grass. I know I'd also be miserable on the other side of the fence if I ever jumped it, but sometimes I wish I liked girls that way. Maybe things would be easier.
Lucy wants to set me up with Murdoc. Eh. I don't think I can be set up. It always blows right up in my fucking face.
This is enough of my poisonous invective. No, I am not depressed, no, I am not going to go out and shoot someone or myself. Neither am I going to let my bad thoughts intrude on my day of beach and trail and ruin it. I am going to have fun despite the fact that I hate ALMOST EVERYONE.
That's about it for now. I am going to have breffast at the Friendship Cafe and then we are going to the beach and it will be awesome. And you are not invited, because I'm sure you think you have better things to do. Asshole.
I love my siblings - Corey, Christian, Gabriel, Emma. I love my parents, all of them, even if they mostly do nothing else but piss me off and make me sad. But sometimes they make me laugh. And I guess that's good enough for me.
I'm starting to think that everyone else should just go to fucking hell and get a nice sunburn. I've survived this long without you, I think I can handle the rest of my life. I'm fated to be a spinster crone living alone with my ten million cats and dogs, but I'll be rich because of the royalties that I receive off my books.
I might as well just go and declare myself a born again virgin. I'm not good enough to be the first, I am always second best. I knew this with Corey, even though he tried to make it look different with his "I love yous" and "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me". Bull shit, Cor, I know better. I'm second to the ex, second to the snake, second to the boys, second to life, not even worth MENTIONING for Chrissake.
Go ahead, search all you want. Steal my soul from me and rename it your own. I don't want to sound universally selfish, but....THAT IS WHO I AM. YOU CAN'T HAVE IT. Put the book down. Don't bother. I for one will never accept you into my circle, at least not right now. I know that goes against everything that I've learned and everything that I stand for and believe in, but I feel like this right now. You can't be my brother, my fellow pagan. Go fuck yourself.
I wish I was a lesbian. I think there was a song with that title. Because the grass always looks greener on the other side, even when you don't like the taste of grass. I know I'd also be miserable on the other side of the fence if I ever jumped it, but sometimes I wish I liked girls that way. Maybe things would be easier.
Lucy wants to set me up with Murdoc. Eh. I don't think I can be set up. It always blows right up in my fucking face.
This is enough of my poisonous invective. No, I am not depressed, no, I am not going to go out and shoot someone or myself. Neither am I going to let my bad thoughts intrude on my day of beach and trail and ruin it. I am going to have fun despite the fact that I hate ALMOST EVERYONE.
That's about it for now. I am going to have breffast at the Friendship Cafe and then we are going to the beach and it will be awesome. And you are not invited, because I'm sure you think you have better things to do. Asshole.