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I'd like to apologize for scaring anyone. I meant what I said, but it turns out that it wouldn't be too responsible for me to go through with that right now, apparenty there are some things i have to take care of. Allow me to explain myself. I simply feel as if I'm never going to go anywhere. Part of the basis of this is that I've lived in Pittsburgh longer than I've lived anywhere else, and so thigns are seeming way too repetitive. I think i just need to get out more, and I'm planning a cross country trip for spring break. Anyone wanna ride around the U.S. on a Greyhound? I've already got one other person coming. Figure I'll stop in Newport News, some places in Florida, then head out west somewhere. I wake up every morning now, and i just don't feel like doing anything. It's not even that theres nothing to do it's just that I've done it all a thousand times. Maybe if I move somewhere else things will get better. I feel really dumb that I even posted that now, because I can't really tell if I was going to now, since some shit went down. I'm not gonna lie, I've been drunk for 3 straight days, so that brought me around a bit. I'm going to quit smoking weed after March. I want to enjoy my 18th, and then go clean and get a government job. Well, that's all for now. Sorry.