Jan 02, 2002 01:39
Tonight is my first experience of wanting to move on with things. At first my desire was to keep my feelings the same, just suppressed, and not allow them to apply to anyone else. Now I'm not so sure. My feelings are actually subduing and sifting to other people. I was once told that you can't change your feelings. But your feelings sure do change. I'm learning to just follow the direction they're telling me to go. It is a hard change, but I believe it's a change for the better.