The feeling of being h8ted by some one you love
Well, well, well, my word it has been so long since I've even looked at LJ. It has totally screwed up the life of me and this person I know. I now realize I stuck my nose into something that was none, zero, zip, nada of my business. She is so POed at me its not even funny. But I just want to tell her I,m sorry but she won't give me the time of day. It's like we skipped a entire relationship and went straight to the ugly breakup. Right now I would settle for her to be able to look at me without her eyes being full of h8te. You know who you are and if you're reading this please, please, please just let me tell my side of the story! I was not the one who turned you in, the person who did the very thing that ticked you off the most you talk to everyday and cut up with him, BOTH OF THEM! Yet I the one who didn't want it that way is the one who gets screwed over and receives ALL of the h8te. Just give me a secound chance, I only cared for you and your safety. You joked just a few weeks ago about my feelings for you in front of so many. I didn't know if you mocked me or truly had forgave me and put it behind you. Please, don't h8te me for something I did out of love! Just today you yourself said that you told someone that you thought what they were/were doing was wrong, yet you don't understand why their mad at you now? WELCOME TO MY WORLD!!!