Closer
Well I finally got a responce from May, it was both positive and negative (but what isn't). Anyways I would like to take this time to try and rebuild any bridges I've burned down, the way things are, are clear to me now. May might not like me the way I thought and hoped but life goes on and I'm just glad she dosen't dislike me! In exactly one week (except for the poem as a reminder to me and anyone else) I will delete any all entries and/or commets concerning May. Hopefully the two of us will eventually put this whole dumb and ugly thing behind us and maybe if I don't do anything else stupid (which is very likly) we might could become friends again. I'll just have to surpress my emotions about anyone. At least I learned something from this whole ordeal. "Consider it all joy. my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance" James 1:2-3.
P.S. May I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive for this whole stupid (on my part) thing, I would never do anything on purpose to make you uneasy. And remind Jordan just how lucky he really is.
P.S. May I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive for this whole stupid (on my part) thing, I would never do anything on purpose to make you uneasy. And remind Jordan just how lucky he really is.